somthing in her stomach

somthing to keep you from me

shes having a baby now

so a fathers what youll be

im glad i let you go

im better off right now

ill never be ok

but the lieing tells me how

he didnt meen any harm

he didnt know my pain

but hearing shes having your child

is like standing in the rain

i feel the drops around me

they pound my body like hale

the words they hit me harder though

my skin turns extra pale

he promised her everything

she believed every word he said

he swore hed never leave

her he ment it til he did

she gave him everything inside

then the tears started to spill

she swore shed stick beside him

she ment it and she will

shes not the ony girl to be broken

and this time wasnt the worst

he swore hed never leave her

but thats the promise he broke first

sitting in your room

together on your bed

holding eachother close

the words that we both said

holding in your car

its never felt so right

with only you and me

it was the perfect night

exactally three months later

im walking in the rain

it only took one glance

and my heart was full of pain

you were in your car

but the girl she wasnt me

kissing and holding her

i realized you set me free

a million tears he promised you wouldnt see

but second best is all youll be

new years eve in the snow

kiss so soft you cant let go

heart so big but yet so cold

he didnt care when truth be told

he never loved you he never will

but months go by you love him still

i trusted you with everything

i gave you my hand and heart

i tried to be so perfect

but you tore my world appart

i tried to be an angel

you were my favorite disease

i loved you more than anything

but you tore me to my knees

i made myself become blind

so i wouldnt see your lie

now that my eyes are open

i feel like im going to die

i try to hold onto my life

and not cry infront of you

but when i think your with her now

i dont want to make it through

i told you that i loved you

but you were my worst mistake

i thought i couldnt go on anymore

but thats a chance im willing to take

as i lay there broken

you ask for one last touch

maybe you will miss me

if i let you do that much

you put your hand there on me

i received a chill

my mind goes into shock

but my body into thrill

ill make him fall inlove

like he did to me

and after that night

he'll regret setting me free

i gave myself to him

he gave me broken tears

now i lay here broken

i have to face my fears

you are my every scar

the reason that i bleed

the feelings that i hide

my razors all i need

i hit hte pipe and blow

drink a bottle at the end

you were never a mother

nor were you a friend

i never asked for much

not even one embrace

i lay there stoned and wonder

will you even remember my face

the scars they will not heal

i will forever bleed

my feelings cannot hide

a mothers all i need

you tried to see me break

tried to get inside

but the only thing youll find there

is somthing i will not hide

you now have a fionce

who for you is not the best

the only thing shell do for you

is rip your heart out of your chest

i have more words for her

more vulgar than i can say

so ill make this short and sweet

before i go away

you left an elegant thing

for a girl who cant stand tall

and when she breakes your heart

i hope i see you fall

this isnt out of spite

or even out of pain

its for you to realize

i have everything to gain

the pictures are all faded

i can no longer feel your kiss

my body is back to normal

and you i do not miss

you did one good thing for me

when you broke my heart that night

you became my muse

and inspired me to write

the words came out like magic

before they were a lie

i fell so deep inlove with you

but now i will not cry

your words were just a joke

i made myself go blind

i wanted you to love me

so i made you in my mind

its been too long

the feelings must die

your my only inspiration

all my others have gone dry

what is it about you

why wont you leave my head

the scent of you still lingers

yet im all alone in bed

the thought of you is engraved

i see the freckles under your eye

all i want is to be free

im ready for goodbye